I know it's hard to look objectively at your own life, but I cannot imagine your son needing more love and support than what you're providing. There are so many children who don't have someone in their life with your strength. I'm sure anyone would feel overwhelmed at times doing what you're doing, but at the end of the day, I can't imagine you wanting to do anything less for your son.
Thank you to everyone who took the time to read this and reply. It's nice to know that when you are feeling your lowest there are others out there who will lend support. We enjoyed our holiday and hope you all did also.
hey there--i don't post much but i saw this and just had to respond. i don't have much to add but i wanted to lend my support and ditto the comments of the other posters. being a mom is so incredibly challenging (for me at least), just think of how far you've come! i think you are doing an amazing job fwiw! hang in there, sweetie!!
Leah Leanna, I am so glad to hear you enjoyed your holiday. I totally agree with everyone - your son will grow up to appreciate you so much and see how strong you are. The love and care you are providing is so much more important than any material thing could ever be. I totally admire your strength and my thoughts and prayers are with you.