I hope everything will turn out okay. Don't lose all hope on your dreams though, life has a funny way of turning around and smiling on you. We are all here for you in the meantime though.
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"But I want you to remember, I intend this breast satirically." Susan from Coupling
I don't know the details, of course, but I can only imagine how horrible it must be to have something go down in flames, right in front of your face, especially when it's someone else's fault. And not being able to scream and cry about it? Damn near impossible. I'm sorry, ILC. I hope things can work out.
thanks girls. Today is looking a little better. Not much, but a little. I know we'll be ok eventually, but this sucks right now. I'm still really upset/pissed/hurt, but at least I can see the light at the (very far) end of the tunnel.