Yesterday Dh and I got some paperwork to say we are getting some unexpected money, as you can tell from my other post about cc debt. So my worries about finances and Christmas and one income have lessened now, and I'm feeling pretty lucky.
Also I took Madeline to Gymboree today and had some wave or realization on how truly happy my family makes me. Madeline is pure joy right now all smiles and fun. She does this cute thing, if she is by you and wants your attention she cranes her neck to put her face in front of yours My oldest DD and I carved a pumpkin yesterday and I though she is SO smart and creative. I have a loving supportive DH who tries very hard to make is possible for me to stay home and not sacrafice to much *sigh*
I just sometimes forget to appreciate how lucky I am. So sorry for that...