So sorry - I know it's hard to go back even when you love your job (which if I remember correctly, you don't). {{{{hugs}}}} I know we can't make it better, but hang in there, we are thinking about you.
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Who do you have to probe around here to get a Chardonnay? - Roger the Alien from American Dad
I remeber how hard this was for me with my daughter
I will be thinking of you. I hope you can find an arrangement you are comfortable with. Is it at all possible for you to work a flexible schedule, perhaps a few days from home? I know not all employers are good at making this workable. Good luck to you.
I'm sorry. I've heard going back to work can be one of the hardest things for a mom to do. You'll get through it though. I'll be thinking happy thoughts for you!