So, far, it's okay. I've been on job sites looking for open positions and I'm going to send out my resume from my aol account.
I have a ton of crap to do---you know, the usual---stuffing 1000 brochures (literally), stamping 300 brochures (in addition to yesterday's), mindless data entry...so much fun.
I hope something works out soon. Thanks for asking.
Something will work out soon!! And in the interim, think of yourself as using this company for your benefit (health insurance,money) instead of feeling like your soul is being sucked from your body. For now, at least, look for satisfaction outside your work(hobbies,friends, etc) and look at the job as a tool that will help you get what you really want.