I am the one who had the nerve breakdown yesterday (as some of you will remember...).
Just wanted to say bye, since I am heading somewhere to Canada and will stay there for 2 or 3 days. I am also planning some shopping (or, at least, window shopping) in Toronto
I e-mailed my music teacher to cancel tomorrow's lesson, he sent me a kind of nasty e-mail saying that I have issues, and if I want to talk about them it's ok, but he is not willing to teach me anymore until I solve those issues.
Personally, I just think I am dead tired and the reason I am not playing well is b/c I don't have much energy left to put into that. So I am kinda hurt. Actually, very hurt. I really hope this going away is gonna help me.